[ He knows. He knows. It keeps him up at night. That, or the feeling of the life draining out of him, or the horrific sight of Chrissy Cunningham's limbs going all the wrong ways.

At the first waver, Eddie sits up. Reaches out a hand to grip the other man's knee. ]

I don't know a lot about any of this. But I know that thing gets in your head and breaks you. Mentally, emotionally, and physically.